hey ...yeah i know i haven't put anything in here in a while...lifes been kinda crazy

just got back from a viewing.....my cousins husbands brother died..he got hit by a car..the woman was drunk(they think)..not even 8 months ago his daughter got into a car accidents n died....the family is really hurting...i feel soo bad...i wish there was something i could do to help! it'll take time be 4 they heal!

lately ive just been packin up all my stuff for the move....its crazy...i dont even wanna move ...but i got no choice......when im 18 im movin back tho...so i got less than a year n a half til im outta my parents house....imma be able to come visit all my friends n family tho cause i get my lisence in august n thats when i get my car....

but yeah off topic....i wanna go to sophmore/junior prom so badd..i wanna ask this guy..but imma afraid that he'll say no...i don't know him too well..i still gotta work up the courage to ask....n hopefully i won't get disappointed!..n if i don't go wit a guy..then i got awesome friends to go wit..we'll all chill 2 gether! either way its gonna be great!